i definitely feel as though i am losing touch with reality. i just read an extremely moving story about the Northern Arapaho tribe in Wyoming and i feel as though i have taken everything, including my spirituality, completely for granted. i have decided that the number one thing that i need to do when i get back from my 4-month stint in London, i have to start saving up my money so that i can travel to Wyoming and the rest of the west so that i can truly immerse myself in the native and untouched lands of the reservations.

what we took from these beautiful people is now a complete wasteland.

what they have left is untouched wilderness and rampant poverty.

but their spirit to survive and to become an outlet for the Creator is amazing.

if i could just be as strong as an Arapaho woman, i could truly rule the world.

truly, i could.